Boyfriend To Me

Hi everyone,

I'm back.......after a few hours.........

Anyways I wanted to talk about Boyfriend but before I do I'll explain something.

I'm what you call a hardcore realist. I see things for what they are no matter how much I love them so I am perfectly honest with myself. I don't fall for infatuation and my love for something. For example no matter how much I love Boyfriend, if they release a terrible song (which in my point of view they haven't) then I will say it is terrible. I won't say it's good just because other people around me say so and their my absolute favorite.....No I don't fall for those things anymore.

Let's be honest, their Korean debut was going but it didn't stand out because it was really really awesome but because it was unique. It wasn't like B1A4 that automatically conquered teen heart because let's be honest not a lot of people like the cute concept. B1A4 was more natural and the fact that they wrote their own song made them stand out even more. But despite that fact I still favored Boyfriend because at that time I was seriously into the cute concept.

But you see I didn't automatically become addicted to it. I got addicted to Boyfriend when it was the June 20th, 2012 when I saw the famous Jo twins in Happy Together with Kim Hyun Joong. At that time I was hugely hugely addicted to him and I found it weird how the twins looked like younger clones of Kim Hyun Joong. The twins distracted my hugely when I was meant to be focusing on my KHJ but unfortunately they kept on diverting my attention towards them with their...........eye candyness.

I know. I couldn't ignore them. First of all because I love twins, 2nd because they were REALLY REALLY HANDSOME (that's an understatement), and 3rd because they were my age group meaning it was easier to fall for them.

So after finding out who they really were I looked up "BOYFRIEND K POP  because if you look up Boyfriend only you'll come up with infinite number of Justin Beiber's Boyfriend -.- ughhh....annoying.



I was scared how attracted I was to them because they were flower boys. I don't usually go for those type but with them I was absolutely entranced. The twins looked like they were stolen from the most beutifully drawn shoujo manga/anime. (That's saying something considering I grew up with manga and anime).

And so I absolutely loving the video I downloaded it immediately. Unfortunately I saw Love Style in the suggestion's box and clicked it without hesitation......BIG mistake.

I was almost immediately became uninterested by them. I don't like floral on guys. But then I listened to it again and realized it wasn't actually so bad. Then listened again it became sort of upbeat until I got completely sucked in the song. Then I realized the song it something that grows in you. You wouldn't necessarily like it at first but when you listen to it again it would grow on you. Kinda like a double take. At first you ignore it and overlookd it but almost instantly you look at it again, more closely, and be able to start appreciating it.




Before I new it had all their songs so far on my iPod...... bought!!!! That's right. I found that they were definitely worth my money and bought it instead of illegally downloading it of the internet.

Yup some commitment.....Seriously.... Most of the time I would just not bother buying songs because I knew I would only like them for a week and get over it. But Boyfriend to me is different. Despite having some of their songs for more that 9 months I still fan girl about each and every one of them.


That's me for now.

I have created this blog to tell and shout my guilty and embarrassing revelations.

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Franchezka Aizabelle Von Einzbern
F.A.V.E

Guilty Pleasures: K-Pop Boyfriend

Guilty Pleasure -
                       
               Something one enjoys and considers pleasurable despite the feeling of guilt for enjoying it.

                                                                                                              -Wikipedia

A few days ago my and my guy friend were talking and he suddenly brought out the topic of guilty pleasures. He was saying how someone asked him if he had any and he replied with a "no". 
But really most people have guilty pleasures and knowing him, he had a lot. Anyways he asked me my guilty pleasure but I didn't answer. I mean it's called guilty pleasure for a reason, right??? I am embarrassed by the fact that I like it so I don't normally mention my guilty pleasures.

Anyway, he told me he would tell me his main guilty pleasure because he trusted me enough to know I wouldn't judge him so he told me.

"My main guilty pleasure is watching porn and masturbating to it." He said so casually as if he only asked me what I had for dinner last night. When I heard these words I literally spewed all my Mountain Dew and I think some of it went up my nose and you know if you've experience it that it is absolutely excruciating.

To be perfectly honest I knew he watched porn and masturbated to it. I mean what kind guy didn't. Isn't it like part of their growth or something. Those kinds of things are kind of like 'open secrets', I know what a weird contradiction.

Even though I knew and even though I honestly didn't judge him because of it, I still DIDN'T find it comfortable because a sudden image flashed in my head of him watching porn and masturbating. To be honest I don't care if he does masturbate, I just don't want that kind of image in my head.....seriously. It's weird thinking about your friend in that kind of way especially if your as close to him as you would be when it comes to your girlfriends (friends that are girls, k?).



Anyways that awkward situation made me realize my biggest GUILTY PLEASURE......

K-PoP or more specifically a Korean Boy Band called BOYFRIEND

I REALLY REALLY TRULY LOVE THEM SOOOOO VERY MUCH TO THE POINT THAT IT'S MADDENING!!!!

I know I know. If you truly love something you shouldn't be embarrassed by it, right??? But the thing is as soon as someone bring it up or anything to do with K-Pop .....I kinda start obsessing about it... and me obsessing about anything especially a boy band is a fact that I think everyone who knows me well enough would still find difficult to believe.

 You see I usually like bands like:
Linkin Park 
Simple Plan
My Chemical Romance 
Fall Out Boy 
Incubus
Good Charlotte 
Frank Ferdinand
Flo Rida
NigaHiga (YTF)
The Lonely Island

But when it comes to K-Pop:
Boyfriend (My ultimate favorite)
Kim Hyun Joong
Teen Top
B1A4
B2ST
Sistar
4Minute
SS501
Troublemaker
CNBlue
ExoK/M
BAP

 See the difference in taste or preference when it comes to music as if my taste depended on the language it was sung in. Weird how the change in language might affect taste and preference. Maybe I should conduct an experiment..... never mind

Anyways this is why I hide my addition. I'm afraid the people around me and my friend will judge me for listening to this things especially when you compare them to the western bands I listen to. Also I am afraid that once they know and accept that fact I won't be able to stop talking about them..... I know some of you will think I'm stupid and idiotic for doing what I am doing but I don't have a choice..

Fortunately I'm not completely alone. My siblings know and share my addiction for K-pop and me and my sisters are really close. We could be best friends and we are. 
My ultimate love is Kwangmin ( the guy over there <<<<<)  and  her ultimate favorite is Youngmin 
(the guy up there ^^^^^^^^).

My little sister's bias is Kwangmin as well but she doesn't like his as much as I do.

Boyfriend is releasing a new album this 29th of May and I really can't wait !!!!!

Also they are releasing a movie called GoGo Ikemen 5 but I'm a little sad because Kwangmin and Youngmin will be fighting over a girl :( 
And if there's one thing I love more that Kwangmin it's the Jo Twins

Sad I know, I can't help but think how unfortunate we fans are sometimes. Sitting infront on a screen with out idols on them never knowing that we're watching them and slowly falling for them. Yet they fall in love with someone else................huh

So I have opened this place so I can share and shout my guilty pleasure anonymously. 

Well that's me for now. I'll put another update later.

Annyeong
Franchezka Aizabelle Von Einzbern
F.A.V.E